Carmina's message on my blog;
I also have realized a thing about friends if I look I will find them maybe not lifelong call in the middle of the night to cry on their shoulder friends but pals I can have dinner with and just talk about the dumb stuff I did today or our kids or whatever. And maybe that is best in a way cause with pals you don't have a history and you don't have all the deep dark secrets hanging constantly over your head, you just have someone you can hang out with and enjoy their company and know that they enjoy yours.
from carmina's blog @
http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-EWBYuK82fqs04WHy1KkX01w-?p=84
quick unauthorized blog to all my chums. First off just as an fyi i know ppl have talked all kinds of bullcrap about me and mine and probably i have barely scratched the surface. I learend a long time ago tho that if u look for stuff u feel may come off as unflattering you will likely find it. So what no biggie and a great big whatever to those who have said stuff. i know who cares and who dosent and am hearing a bunch of stuff hasnt changed my feelings much, i already knew one person ran her life on an emotional basis and i had to be careful not to upset the delicate balance, i already knew one of the guys was acting like i was their cuppa tea and i wasnt, i already knew one lovely lady smiled when she talked to me and couldnt wait till i left the room to tear me up to everyone, so really nothigs changed, except that i have spent all weekend explaining what the heck went wrong to the emotional one and have spent the weekend with lots of irritation and dissatisfaction. A great big not worth it there. the one person who really stirred up a bunch of crap is being very very quiet...you know who u are so all the rest of u who keep wondering if its you...no its not she knows who she is. (to quick spell it out further just in case it aint you reese) and again no big deal, go on take a preconcieved notion of how i am stamp it in stone in your head and stick with it till the cows come home, cause i have a secret and nice secret...all i will say is adieu my friends see ya soon and i will keep in touch, as for the rest have yourselves a little party and laugh it up, hell post a big pic of me dressed up as a logger and play pin the penis on carm, cause i wont be here to care. have a good week, take care of yourselves and dont burn those bridges unless u are sure u aint crossing back later.
love ya guys this will be my last blog for awhile i believe but my email and im works so feel free to drop me a line.
TTFN
Yep, I am nosey, and resourceful. Enjoy those new pals.
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