This holiday season

My good friend Donna had her car repossesed and her brother die, my aunt
Joy had a 90% occulusion so they had to do a stint before they can do
her kidney transplant surgery, my mother in law almost burned down one
of her most long term clients house because she left a burner on high
and the family discovered it when they returned 12 hours later (they
originally weren't due home for over 24 hours lucky 4 everyone they came
back early), this has made it more obvious that her mental status is
declining (something everyone has been telling myself and my husband for
months), my mother in laws reaction; "I really don't like having to go
clean their house anyway", my husband refuses to do anything about this,
my husband refuses to get a full time job (his last paycheck was $200
for 2 weeks), we are getting further and further behind on our bills, I
am having a hard time making myself go to my job on my schedualed days
so I am not picking up any extra shifts at all, I am not saving any
money for my maternity leave which will be mostly unpaid, my mother told
me that I should have bought her something she wanted instead of the $50
mix fruit assortment i got her, I haven't talked to my friend carmina in
3 months (since she kept telling me to leave my husband, how I was
doing everything wrong with my preg., kept making fun of my misfortunes,
saying couples counceling was stupid, saying maybe an open marriage was
a better idea, and calling my husband names), I am more depressed than
ever and can't make myself feel good about bringing a baby into this
situation, my friend Carla's fiance left her for 2 days and didn't even
tell her if he was coming back then showed up right before they were
schedualed to go on a trip to new york to visit his family like nothing
was wrong and she felt like she had to go, this has been one of the
worst holiday seasons I have ever experienced not just personally but
for most of the people I know
Luvsexytrstno1